Just a little sense to throw into the poetic mix...
It's called masochism, Null. There are people who do enjoy pain.
Poetically, I got the message loud and clear, your symbolism and word choice were good(speaking as a fellow poet, though I'm not entirely sure if this is supposed to be a poem, it doesn't seem to be prose). I liked it, though, as with all writing pieces, there's room for improvement ^^